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Month: April 2020

Keep an eye on the moon

'The night is darkest just before the dawn'
so the proverb goes, but we are only entering
the long night; its early hours are still to come,
and we must stay alert and watchful …
As the darkness deepens let’s keep
an eye on the moon, and remember the satisfying
day still to come when this
trial is behind us.
Photo by Melanie Dretvic on Unsplash
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Strange sacrifices and a stockpile of courage

All of us face
the challenge of this time: 
a retreat into solitude,
an epoch of rebirth.

Unexpected opportunities for community emerge just as we had started to diss the digital. Those connections now feel more important.

Graced by morning coffee and simple phone conversation, the familiar consoles me amidst so many strange sacrifices.

A stockpile of courage, a cupboard full of resilience, and a resolve to stay low as much as possible.

The distance of loved ones weighs on me. Proximity feels such a luxury but video calls make the heart warm.

Cups of tea can be enjoyed gently now we’re not in a rush. The savouring of each sip is a chance to relish life itself.

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Light shines in the darkness: ‘take heart, seek courage’

‘Fear is a bad counsellor’—
take heart, seek courage,
walk boldly.

Night lights dim and crowds empty public places—a great silence envelops the land. Now, more than ever, we are vulnerable together.

Plants grow, unaware of the commotion online, the ALL-CAPS headlines. Life will continue.

These times pose challenges to our sleep, images saturating our minds. The night of our sadness seems to extend into day.

At dawn, reaches of light move across the city, tending our streets with beauty and gifting us all with day.

The reactions of people vary wildly, each one distinctive in their living of fear. Meanwhile, the clouds move overhead.

What you fear most
could very well happen
but hope is still possible.

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Acting within the confines of the possible

Feeling sad at all the news, the havoc caused by the virus, I turn my eyes to the sunlight streaming in the window, stopping for a moment to enjoy its peaceful act of care for plants and people.

Photo by Claire O’Brien
Darkness

The destruction in Italy, the ten pages of obituaries in the Bergamo paper, creates a fear of what may become of my own locale, my family, friends and community seeming so fragile against the violence of the contagion.

Light

A friend calls. I’m self-isolating and he asks, ‘do you need me to get you some groceries?’ The question, so kind and thoughtful, returns me to that sense of belonging to a human family whose strength is the bonds of union between us.

Meditation

I sit in darkness, a single candle my source of light. Deep meditation gives me calm amidst all the upheaval of these days. I think on all the people in my life and my heart wishes each well: rivals, friends, neighbours, colleagues, siblings, parents and loved ones. 

Candle with photos of family behind.
Action

My days are slowing down, and I am acting within the confines of the possible. My feet still long for running in the mud, rain on my face, wind at my back. For now, it’s physio exercises and sitting in the sun, getting my Vitamin D. I am being creative as best I can in these unsettled times.

Community

I see my friends by video calls and the connection gives me great joy. Within these walls I am going solo in a communal way, reaching out, reaching in, reaching peace.

Rest

I begin to sleep but remember my friend in distress. Having this virus is one thing, a physical illness, but the mental coping is a new experience for all of us. We must lean on each other, checking in to see how each is going. 

Music

Music has a primal urgency now—as though it is heard anew by our ears. We play audience to orchestras in empty concert halls, our phones streaming the beauty to our living rooms. The enforced slowdown gets in the way of our regular rhythm, syncopating the beat of routine.

A Melbourne sunset photo I took earlier this year.
Invitation

The strangest thing has happened: even as the horizon seems ever darker, I take heart that the sun will rise in the East day by day, its light an invitation to hope.

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